Wow how times goes fast when your're having fun.....
My last blog talked about a very eye opening time in my life and letting go of hope for someone who was never coming back. The best part about that experience was how much God loved me through it and how much He taught me about myself, my desires, my dreams and most importantly what it means to be a partner to someone else.
In August of 2011, I was able to move forward with my dreams of some day meeting a man worth my time. Though we had known each other for about 9 months before hand its was August that started the next chapter of my life and him in it. I was finally released to love again, to dream again and to be open to more then just the idea of finding my other half.
Isaiah and I started dating with the idea that we would see what happens...what neither of us expected to find was a friendship, love and partnership that was centered with God. Now, we have had our moments......don't get me wrong. We aren't perfect and neither is our relationship, but it is the best thing God has ever blessed me with. I have found a man who not only gets me, but also loves me for me. I didn't just jump to this conclusion one day, it was slowly reveled to me by God. There are conversations that I have only had with God about what I desire in a man and what I desire in a relationship. For years I longed to find that and even in my relationship with my ex-fiance I didn't have the whole package of what God and I had talked about during my prayer times.
In March of 2012, Isaiah and I found out that I was pregnant and would be expecting a child come November. This was a very challenging and hard time for us both...many reasons why, one being our walk with the Lord was obviously struggling (though that is a blog for a different time) I will share that journey some day soon. Needless to say, it is now October and our little bundle of joy is coming soon! :)
Christian Joseph is scheduled to arrive around Thanksgiving and when he does I will be thankful for so much this year. I PRAISE and THANK GOD for my family....Brooklynn Rose my daughter is the biggest joy of my life, My Mother is the encourager that keeps me moving everyday, Isaiah is the man I ask God for years to bless me with and Christian Joseph is the unexpected blessing that is growing in my belly.
So to all the Women out there who think God may not be hearing your deepest desires or thoughts...I send you encouragement, He hears you and keep your eyes out for the man you think....we will see what happens, could just be Gods blessing in the making.
