Answer: If you would like to make a call please hang up and try again.........
Have you ever felt this way? So disconnected from God that its like every time you pray or worship or think about God its like dead silence on the other end......
For two plus years I have felt just like this, that no matter how hard I try I just cant get reconnected with the Man up stairs. I pray...I worship...(Kinda) and I believe He is God. So, where did this disconnection come from?
Did I do something to make Him mad at me? Did I talk in church or swear to much that He decided I wasn't worth His time? Or maybe its because I'm not the best tither........
I have spent many days praying and asking for the connection to be back and that He would answer my calls....and still NOTHING.
Then one day I realized....maybe its not that He isn't there when I pray or worship....maybe its that I'm not there. I have checked out, I changed my number and didn't forward it on to Him.
Could God be waiting on me to get my act together and stop blaming Him for everything. What happened two plus years ago that made me close my heart to Him? Ah yes, I remember Lies, Back Stabbing and Broken Hearts....
I blamed God for all this and felt like some how He should have protected me from all of it. The truth is He tried to I just refused to listen. I wanted what I wanted and nothing He said was going to change that. I hung up the phone on God. I stopped communication, I changed my number and I ignored Him.
So now I am turning my heart back on, I am opening my eyes and I am seeing His Truth. The disconnection is still very real, and that is my issue to bare. If you or anyone you love ever feels disconnected from God, believe in His love enough to know that its probably you that has disconnected. He tells us so simply to come to Him...anytime....any place.....His line is never disconnected from us.
May God Bless You.
Sarahlynn
